My precious little darling...

Before i was a mom..

• I never knew the words to a lullaby
• I never thought about immunizations
• I have never been puked on pooped on peed on.
• I had complete control of my mind and thoughts
• I slept through the night
• I never looked into teary eyes and cried
• I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin
• I never sat up for hours to watch a baby sleep
• I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when i couldn't stop the hurt
• I never knew something so small could affect me so much
• I never know how much i could love someone
• Before i was a mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body

PS. I didn't think this up myself...

On popular demand...

Pallavi Rai...

My oh so melodramtic cousin, who gets offended by almost everything i do...or don't... Gave this whole speil about NOT being offended that i didn't write about her in my blog...even bad things about her. Never ever calls but does a lot of drama if i don't call her... keeps saying i call her only after i call everyone else...which is absolute rubbish. Asks what gift she is getting even if its MY BIRTHDAY!!!

The only Rai I've not seen crying...ever... ever... even when she was small... even when her sister pulled her hair...almost out of her scalp... even when a heavy wooden drawer fell on her toes...

She wanted to name my daughter "Simba" and she actually meant "Sinbaad"... please DO NOT ask why, because only Pillu knows the ways of Pillu.

Sometimes I think her sole aim in life, is to annoy people by being just not affected by anything... People think she is quiet and good and all that kind of stuff.... I think they need to have a chat with me...

Oh!!! and she's even shorter than her mummy and mine...

But I louve her all the same... lots n lots kukuli